Best Friend Selling

Finally realized that the wordings of "Best Friend" is such a funny thing for human. It just used for someone's back-up when they need. You can just simply give any promises then simply break appointment with your own reason without take care of their feeling. Yup, i did recognized that most of human will focus and take care more for their lover than "Friend" but then can you please don't simply promise something to me when you actually not confirm yet? You never know how much that i feel disappointed when you simply give me a reason then break our appointment.

I did so stupid treat somebody as my true lovely friend but actually i'm just nothing for them. They will never know i did stingy all because of i treat them so important for me, i did care them so much. I will not feel so frustrated if only a normal friend did those thing to me.

Even though 10 years friendship, so what? It can be nothing for them also. What can i do? I feel really tired to treat people as my true best friend right now. I met up too much of this kind of "Friend" already. They makes me feel fed up with those fake friendship, opss no, should be said cheap and not valuable friendship. I dun know how to judge human's real face in this world that keep changing every moment. I dun know the problem was always on me or what.

Well, no worry, i will be fine soon. People easy comes and goes in our life, this is what called living law. I will treasure who really treat me with their true heart right now, i'm not confirm that they will still same in the coming future but i will try my best to keep it on. Sorry for some new friends, i will set up a wall to warn myself not too close with yours, maybe it will be not fair for some new one who really wanna treat me nice but sorry, i dun wanna get hurt again.

Thanks much for who listened to my complaining always, i really feel warm because of that, you guys makes my day bright. Will be always appreciate...